The best way to know the self is feeling oneself at the moments of reckoning. The feeling of being alone, just with your senses, may lead you to think more consciously. More and more of such moments may sensitize ‘you towards you’, towards others. We become regular with introspection and retrospection. We get ‘the’ gradual connect to the higher self we may name Spirituality or God or just a Humane Conscious. We tend to get a rhythm again in life. We need to learn the art of being lonely in crowd while being part of the crowd. A multitude of loneliness in mosaic of relations! One needs to feel it severally, with conscience, before making it a way of life. One needs to live several such lonely moments. One needs to live severallyalone.

Tuesday 19 February 2019


Five days after the February 14 Pulwama attack that killed 41 CRPF soldiers in the bloodiest terror attack so far in the valley by one of the Pak terror proxies, JeM, Pakistan’s PM Imran Khan has suddenly woken up from a deep slumber to let the world know that Pakistan’s conscious is clear on this attack and his country will not even think to retaliate back if India takes any hostile measure.

Now, it is clear what may have pushed Imran Khan to say so, who, till now, had no words to express his clear conscience on this event – to condemn the disaster that the attack had brought about – and to clear his country’s name if India was and is constantly alleging it.

The first thing, he might have some (in)credible leads from his sources that India, before a national election, is going to scale up a sort of military offensive against Pakistan. His body language during his ‘warning’ to India tells so. He looked disturbed.

The second things is India’s global offensive that may well go against it, even if China is its die-hard fan and is sanding with it, but we should not forget that China is a country that refused to give Pakistan even a single billion of dollar when Imran Khan was roaming across the world to collect money to save Pakistan from financial crisis.

And we should also not forget that China, in the name of developing CPEC corridor worth over $60 billion in Pakistan, is giving Pakistan loans at a high interest rate of 6-7%, that will eventually make Pakistan a China colony.

And Imran, after five days, obviously did not do it on his own. He is a Pak army stooge and Pak army would have asked him a to prepare a verbal mount after Indian Prime Minister Narendra Modi yesterday said the time to talk with Pakistan was over.

So, he was here, today, to defend a nation of commoners that is run by military weapons, terror warlords and a corrupt and a corrupt and subdued civilian government that he is presently heading.

And it the trademark style, he tried to save his country by putting forward just fake arguments.

JeM released the video of the suicide bomber after the attack.

Just eight days before the Pulwama attack, a tape says, JeM chief Masood Azhar can be heard asking his outfit members to avenge his nephew’s death. He nephew was killed by security forces last year and Masood had vowed to avenge it.

JeM may be proscribed in Pakistan but China has vetoed India’s every proposal to designate Masood Azhar a global terrorist only on Pakistan’s request.

JeM operates from Pakistan’s Bahawalpur. It operates from Jamia Masjid Subhan Allah mosque that is just eight kms away from the army cantonment. JeM runs fund raises and others means to collect money to spread terror in India.

All terror groups operating in Kashmir are supported by Pak army and ISI and JeM is just one of them. Yes, JeM was on corner for many years as it had tried to kill former Pak army chief and president Parvez Musharraf in 2003 but it is now in front row again after increasing global voices against LeT and Hafiz Saeed, a globally designated terrorist who is equally despised by America.

And when they are supported by Pak army, Pakistan’s most powerful entity, and ISI, Pakistan PM is just a puppet who has no authority to act against terrorists. And we should not forget that Imran Khan is Pak army’s favorite puppet.

Also, when we go in past, we find Pakistan has really not done anything despite credible evidences given, be it 2001 Parliament attack, 2008 Mumbai attack and 2016’s Pathankot and Uri attacks. So, there is no point in going by the pointer when Imran says we will take action, just give us the evidence.

Imran Khan should have condemned the Pulwama incident much earlier, but instead, he tried to blame India in the garb of Pakistan’s Kashmir hypocrisy. He said he could not condemn the Pulwama incident earlier due to Saudi crown prince visit but Saudi crown prince visit began on February 17 while Pulwama attack was on February 14.