The best way to know the self is feeling oneself at the moments of reckoning. The feeling of being alone, just with your senses, may lead you to think more consciously. More and more of such moments may sensitize ‘you towards you’, towards others. We become regular with introspection and retrospection. We get ‘the’ gradual connect to the higher self we may name Spirituality or God or just a Humane Conscious. We tend to get a rhythm again in life. We need to learn the art of being lonely in crowd while being part of the crowd. A multitude of loneliness in mosaic of relations! One needs to feel it severally, with conscience, before making it a way of life. One needs to live several such lonely moments. One needs to live severallyalone.

Tuesday 5 January 2016


Today is January 5 gone here in India - and should be around mid-day in Canada and there is no response yet to my email sent to some Western University, Canada email IDs, i.e.,,, about a 'lottery scam email from an email ID with domain suffix' - apart from an auto reply from of being out of office'.

I had written the email with link to my detailed article on this experience - WHEN I GOT THIS LOTTERY SCAM EMAILFROM A UNIVERSITY STUDENT EMAIL ID!

Maybe it is important for them or may be not or maybe they had already got a whiff of it before I wrote to them or maybe it is an attitude issue.

Anyway, it seems - it is business as usual.

Here are the screenshots of the emails that I received -  the one on December 24 from some '' email ID and then on December 28 from some Barry Stone. I had deleted the mails but then thought to retrieve them and put their screenshots here.

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