The best way to know the self is feeling oneself at the moments of reckoning. The feeling of being alone, just with your senses, may lead you to think more consciously. More and more of such moments may sensitize ‘you towards you’, towards others. We become regular with introspection and retrospection. We get ‘the’ gradual connect to the higher self we may name Spirituality or God or just a Humane Conscious. We tend to get a rhythm again in life. We need to learn the art of being lonely in crowd while being part of the crowd. A multitude of loneliness in mosaic of relations! One needs to feel it severally, with conscience, before making it a way of life. One needs to live several such lonely moments. One needs to live severallyalone.

Saturday, 25 January 2014


Dying a disappointment
Driving the bewilderment home
Speaking a sentimental wreck
Getting into the life’s dent

It happens so when life sucks
It happens so when living ducks

The loss is gradual,

The shock is so real,

Life’s predictability is unpredictable
Your tomorrow is not given on the table
Until you take your ‘Self’ to the level
Where you can define ‘being stable’

It happens when you know the real quest
It happens when you stop following the rest

Speaking a sentimental wreck
Can push you only back
The dead of the life’s dent
Leaves you only disappointment

After all,
Who cared, what remained
Was carelessly undone

After all,
You were left, traumatized
With not even life on your side 

©/IPR: Santosh Chaubey -