The best way to know the self is feeling oneself at the moments of reckoning. The feeling of being alone, just with your senses, may lead you to think more consciously. More and more of such moments may sensitize ‘you towards you’, towards others. We become regular with introspection and retrospection. We get ‘the’ gradual connect to the higher self we may name Spirituality or God or just a Humane Conscious. We tend to get a rhythm again in life. We need to learn the art of being lonely in crowd while being part of the crowd. A multitude of loneliness in mosaic of relations! One needs to feel it severally, with conscience, before making it a way of life. One needs to live several such lonely moments. One needs to live severallyalone.

Monday, 29 July 2013

SUCH MOMENTS, THEY INVARIABLY COME..

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They invariably come.

Personified, creating, adding to the spreading gloom..

Positioned, aiding to the fix of the restlessness..

Predisposed, like a forgotten follow up to the ruin of thoughtlessness in thoughts..

Moments that let you down..

Moments, when they let you down..

Moments, when they personify the negatives in your life..


Such moments, they invariably come.

This onslaught of moments, though painful and so unwelcome, is an integral part of our existence.

We feel this hurting display by moments regularly, especially in the moments, when we feel let down by ‘I’ or by the people closely associated with us or by the circumstances that we sincerely work to make amenable.

The gloom that spreads takes us into its cover. It pushes us to think and rethink. It may also push us to the state of thoughtlessness hammered by the pain of ‘not being understood’ or ‘being misunderstood’ or ‘not being taken care of’.

The insensitivity of the moments in those absent hours disconnects us from the rest of ‘our’ world.

Sometimes, this insensitivity of the moments also detaches a part of you from the rest of ‘you’.

Such moments, they invariably come.

But, don’t let them run over you.

Talk to them, try to feel what they personify, why they had to personify.

We may, we may not get answers but we need to ask questions and we need to look for the answers.

For, life has a knack of getting us stuck into the ‘zones’ of mental bogs, every now and then.

We need to be ‘thinking and asking’ to understand the ‘why of the moments of gloom’ to emerge from these occasional mental blocks.  

©/IPR: Santosh Chaubey - http://severallyalone.blogspot.com/