The best way to know the self is feeling oneself at the moments of reckoning. The feeling of being alone, just with your senses, may lead you to think more consciously. More and more of such moments may sensitize ‘you towards you’, towards others. We become regular with introspection and retrospection. We get ‘the’ gradual connect to the higher self we may name Spirituality or God or just a Humane Conscious. We tend to get a rhythm again in life. We need to learn the art of being lonely in crowd while being part of the crowd. A multitude of loneliness in mosaic of relations! One needs to feel it severally, with conscience, before making it a way of life. One needs to live several such lonely moments. One needs to live severallyalone.

Tuesday, 16 July 2013


Where are you, I don’t seek anymore
Why aren’t you, I don’t ask anymore
Why don’t you speak, I don’t question anymore
Why don’t you ask, I don’t think about anymore

Why did you go I could not have asked
What made you go still makes for my thoughts

You said it was, you said it wasn’t
I tried to listen, I tried to follow but couldn’t
I had to but I could not ask why I wasn’t
Why it had to be, what it had not to be

I am still, there, and here, with me, waiting
Would you please, come back, at least, to let me know..

©/IPR: Santosh Chaubey -