LIFE - COLORES INFINITUM (19)
and their ways are strange. They represent the central theme of one’s existence
continuum. They make you and they break you. They touch you and they tear into
you. They make you dependent. They make you a liberated soul. The colours are
simply overwhelming leaving you enlightened or leaving you shattered. I had a
discussion with a friend today that randomly took some similar shades. Thought
to share it and putting here some random parts from the conversation. (A1 is
the friend; A2 is for me).
A2: Fine, every day is a new day..you tell me..
A1: I am ok..tough..fragile, both at the same time..
A2: we all are..kabhi aisa (like this)..kabhi vaisa (like
A1: Yes..in the name of karma sidhdhantha we die also..
A2: Yes..and it somehow tells us that at least we are true bosses somewhere if not anywhere..then on our own physical manifestations..
A1: We are bosses on neglecting our health..interesting..
A2: Yes, we do that all the time..
A1: We feel we can only dominate that..what we eat..etc..what
we do with our body..
A2: Yes, at least perceptibly..
A1: Its dangerous in a way..kind of mania..
A2: Haha..so we all are maniacs too..
A1: Yes the way we succumb to every healthy and unhealthy
addiction..is in a way mania only..but how does one explain that
scientifically..like is the chemical reaction..so much that it makes you disown
your own body and torture that..
A2: There are many things beyond explanations..and they
only sustain life to move forward..to know more..to do more..the romance of the
A1: To learn more and after all learning..do nothing..be
A2: Learning is and has to be inherent with
doing..otherwise it isn’t learning..
A1: Yes..moving on should NOT be fleeing on..
A2: People become escapist in difficult moments..they not
only betray themselves..but also choke lives of others associated with them..
A1: Very-very true..living that every moment..from the most
adorable people once..
A2: Human relations are most enigmatic..complex and simple..
A2: Beauty is in predictable unpredictability and its
perceptible objectivity..the less you feel unpredictable about a relation, the
more you feel at one with it..
A1: What about when we feel predictable..and others feel
unpredictable and your prediction is neglected and great loss happens..
A2: Yes..relations move like this only..
A1: Always at the cost of someone or some loss..
A2: YES..but many don’t realize it even then..
A1: That also happens in many cases I guess..why is that..they
don’t want to see..or don’t have guts to face it..
A2: Don’t have guts..and they feel at loss..
A2: And the loss eats them up..
A1: Hmmm..happens..but they don’t give that decision-making
power also to some other..what’s wrong in accepting defeat at something and
stay back and let whatever that’s good to avoid loss be done..
A2: Because they probably never know what it takes to be
committed in relations..whatever category they are in..loss is always a
misnomer for most..it pushes more into more of negativity..
A1: That’s true..what the others can do..who can’t be of
any help..either in saving or anything..
A2: Such people shut themselves up..
A1: We can’t do much I guess..
A2: We should not..we all have to prevail individually in
life..we cannot accord after a point and we should not..because..after that
point..it is like betraying your ‘self’..it is life..lowering your own
A1: Betraying ourselves? How? Yes that’s there..we have to
stoop so low..compromise on values..
A2: If the escapist is not ready to listen to anything..if
the escapist is blinded by the temporary onslaught of the negative thoughts..
A2: And you keep on advising or..trying to show the
way..or even trying to be with..
A2: It sends wrong signals..
A1: Long term rehab care..like that?
A2: And consistent denials might leave you with negative
thoughts as well..mental imbalances are a separate thing..but for normal
people..rehab is as a point on the line..beyond that it has to emanate from
within..otherwise there is no use..advices might work..
A2: But it will always be temporary..like the new-age
terms, vibes and all..terms that define life nuances of a generation more than
the solid fundamentals..
A1: Hmm..true..they might..attack the advisor also..verbally..they
will find a target..
A1: Even if on the suffering person..a family and a
generation has its foundation
A2: All that is crumbling, changing now..and like every
generational change..it has negatives and positives both..the evolution will
decide what prevails..
A1: Sometimes addictions decides what prevails..human being
or wastage..of a continual efforts..
A2: Yes, its all on a existential continuum..