The best way to know the self is feeling oneself at the moments of reckoning. The feeling of being alone, just with your senses, may lead you to think more consciously. More and more of such moments may sensitize ‘you towards you’, towards others. We become regular with introspection and retrospection. We get ‘the’ gradual connect to the higher self we may name Spirituality or God or just a Humane Conscious. We tend to get a rhythm again in life. We need to learn the art of being lonely in crowd while being part of the crowd. A multitude of loneliness in mosaic of relations! One needs to feel it severally, with conscience, before making it a way of life. One needs to live several such lonely moments. One needs to live severallyalone.

Friday, 30 March 2012

Love always it remains..

My love was absolute
Only that you couldn’t see
My love is complete
Only that is longs for we
I know what went wrong
Do you feel you feel the feel?
Now after this long
Do you say we couldn’t take it?
As I feel the way we had to make it
Years when I came to know you
A life centered around you
In my deepest of thoughts where
No one else goes but you
Don’t you feel you had to be?
When all I had was my commitment
What all I did was for your advent
Was my being plain honest so fake looking?
Were my ways so repulsing?          
That you found me all so disturbing
It was a long time ago
I had written it while on the go
You came to my life never to go
That was the day, this is the day
I feel the same feel, every night, all day
I know I was a stupid fellow
Unknowingly hitting my life to the willow
When I saw you going away
When I didn’t have the choice,
To call you back that day
I had thought,
My commitment would speak
I had thought,
The dependence of an independent on you,
Would take a different streak
You had been all important to me,
And I know it still remains the same,
And I honestly tried,
To realize it week after week 
Love actually it was
Love always it remains..

©/IPR: Santosh Chaubey -