The best way to know the self is feeling oneself at the moments of reckoning. The feeling of being alone, just with your senses, may lead you to think more consciously. More and more of such moments may sensitize ‘you towards you’, towards others. We become regular with introspection and retrospection. We get ‘the’ gradual connect to the higher self we may name Spirituality or God or just a Humane Conscious. We tend to get a rhythm again in life. We need to learn the art of being lonely in crowd while being part of the crowd. A multitude of loneliness in mosaic of relations! One needs to feel it severally, with conscience, before making it a way of life. One needs to live several such lonely moments. One needs to live severallyalone.

Monday, 26 September 2011


Ambiguities, they come uninvited, in varying formations.
Sometimes, they pass..
Sometimes, they find the gateway to stay put..
Sometimes, being at variance, they create monolithic variations of labyrinthine temperance..
Sometimes, creeps a state of hypersensible juxtaposition of polemic countenances piled up on mystifying gibberish.
Days, when they passed you never knew.
Days, what they told you could seldom decipher.
Days, what they sang you could hardly comprehend.
Ambiguous, had become the air!
Amorphous, had become the aura!
And, Atavistic, had become the need!
So it was not so long before it could become too long.
Recitals to the reverberations of crystallizing formations of clarity grew louder.
Moments, they find the known antithesis again.
Moments, they feel that enamoring pain.
Moments, they see the lost terrain.
Recitals to the call of the realization of splitting to the simplest echo wider!
Notions demarcated, notions recreated
Potion of the Soul finds the channel to the clear flow.
The hypothesis that was never there finds it giving the rein to the thesis that always there.
And, the antithesis again starts seeing the logic in supporting the thesis!
Polemic propositions to one-dimensional ruminations, a shift so scaled up!
To clarity..from assorted listen to the Soul talking!

©/IPR: Santosh Chaubey - September 26, 2011