The best way to know the self is feeling oneself at the moments of reckoning. The feeling of being alone, just with your senses, may lead you to think more consciously. More and more of such moments may sensitize ‘you towards you’, towards others. We become regular with introspection and retrospection. We get ‘the’ gradual connect to the higher self we may name Spirituality or God or just a Humane Conscious. We tend to get a rhythm again in life. We need to learn the art of being lonely in crowd while being part of the crowd. A multitude of loneliness in mosaic of relations! One needs to feel it severally, with conscience, before making it a way of life. One needs to live several such lonely moments. One needs to live severallyalone.

Friday, 14 August 2009


That was just a moment
When I felt that spontaneity
Though the first time
It was there with certainty
I tried to be shelled-in, as usual
But it jolted my thoughts of singularity
For the first time
It pushed my thoughts into the realm of plurality
I tried to hold me back
It took me beyond precincts of my necessity
I caved-in, given to this foreplay
I came to love the moments’ audacity
I started to walk and just walked
It took me to the shore of new reality
I walked and I walked
It saddled me with thoughts of alterity
I caved-in even more
To be in harmony with this actuosity
For the first time
I felt at ease with thoughts’ play of this absurdity
For the lost moments of absurdity
I came to realize their alamodality
The moments seemed somewhat not so strange
I came to be comfortable again with the abstrusity
When I came to be spontaneous again with my anonymity
For that was not just a moment..