You
may have been living in a city for years but that may not be the reason enough
to call it your city, a place you would like to be identified with.
You
might have lived in a city for years before leaving it and now the existing
contact with it is through your parental house, some friends and the regular
visits to city, yet you feel you don’t need to find reasons to be identified
with it.
You
don’t feel you need reasons because reasons either don’t exist or they exist beyond
their visible presence, subtly bonding the city with you where identities
merge.
That
happens when you happen to be from a place like Varanasi, a place that imbibes every shade of
the human evolution in its fold, an evolutionary tree that transcends thousands
of years, a history that is said to be older than history for a city said to be
among the oldest continually inhabited places.
That
happens when you happen to be from a place like Varanasi, a place that embodies a simple and
honest mode of living yet remains a spiritual enigma for every conscious soul.
That
happens when you happen to be from a place like Varanasi, a place that, in its present age,
signifies a growing chaos yet you don’t feel the sense of crisis to run and
restore the order.
Rather, you
come to appreciate the positive attitude of its inhabitants and their approach
to the life over the gnawing infrastructural ailments of the city. Some term it
as the ‘standstill’ mode of living but millions come to enjoy and correlate with
the ‘order in the chaos’ that symbolizes the ‘Banarasi’ way of life.
I
have spent over two decades of my life in Varanasi and I am honest when I say
it is not a place that one would want to settle down finally given the present
worrying state of the affairs of the city that showcase an unorganized city
crippling under the pressure of a four million population base, having pathetic
civic amenities and dilapidated infrastructure support.
But
Varanasi is the
city of Lord Shiva and of Mother Ganga, the two identities that make the city
older than history. Lord Shiva is seen as the deity with simplest lifestyle, shunning every element of materialism though being one of the all-powerful trinity of
‘Brahma-Vishnu-Mahesh’. The Ganga is seen as
giving life to the lifeless, washing all the sins.
And
spiritually, the Shiva-Ganga way of life has been the character of Varanasi (or
any other name by which it has been known) over the ages, something that has
reflected in the living of its inhabitants, something that is still very
prominent, a lifestyle that symbolizes ‘everything in nothingness’; a
lifestyle that tells us the futility of desires yet significance of striking a
balance between materialism and spiritualism.
Time
changes many things and the city has seen changes with time but its eternal
character that is defined by the ‘Banarasi way of life’ has remained the same
as the city is still identified with Shiva and Ganga.
This
is what binds the residents of the city eternally to it no matter where they are.
They might no longer be its permanent inhabitants but the city calls them and
they respond to it.
Yes,
there are deviations and the proportion keeps on changing but the survival of
the city since the antiquity tells us the deviations were just experimental in
nature.
I
might settle down somewhere else but I know I am going to be a Varanasi guy all my life. I know that I am
going to go back to the city again and again, all for the factors I wrote above
– the spiritual enigma of a simple and carefree yet responsible life.
I feel good to be a Banarasi.
©/IPR: Santosh Chaubey - http://severallyalone.blogspot.com/